Well i have been keeping N-Jay under a rock ever since we hooked up after our encounter at the club a little over 2 weeks ago.
For those who have been following the posts,this is the cute little boy that I had eyes for at the club...yes the one who made me blush.
After the conversation we have just had,which in fact has woken me up to write this.....Here is the deal;A little something you ought to know about me,I don't believe in LOVE(well if I do,I wont tell you but will show it.)
Its been an amazing journey,great over the top sex and an opportunity for me to re-evaluate myself..........The first thing I asked N-Jay is, NOT to fall in love with me.I am not expected to commit to a relationship when i cant even commit to a gender.Things were going well,with a few bumps that i tried to ignore.
To be honest,there is nothing outside the bedroom and all the other places we humped that we actually had in common.Giving my contact info to all members of his family was something i agreed to live with.(but that is not to say that it was not creepy,especially when the mom calls to ask me if he is sleeping over at my place)
Constant calls and texts,i could live with... coming over unannounced was something i didn't like but tried to live with too(Taking into account that my home is no lodging).I have a huge ego therefore i don't have time to massage other peoples ego's...get over yourself boy,I have.
The three big letters tend to push me away.....not because i don't like the sound of it but because I believe nobody can love me the way I love myself(selfish some might say...but i dont give a F*#k).
I am not the relationship type of person...not to mean am a whore...I just love being single and not having to report to someone about my every move,doing and who I am with.
This is not a way to rant and rave.Directed at you N-Jay.... ,We had discussed this but if writing about it here will make it sink in,....I do not want enter into a committed relationship with anyone...at list not at this time in my life.It would be best if you stop reading my blog now.Friends we can be....sex partners?Most def....but that's about it for now.
But before you do....Along with all my other readers.Take a listen to some music that will try and explain more about me on the next post...LOL!!in this case,(Loads of love)...now we are even.
Twisted
For those who have been following the posts,this is the cute little boy that I had eyes for at the club...yes the one who made me blush.
After the conversation we have just had,which in fact has woken me up to write this.....Here is the deal;A little something you ought to know about me,I don't believe in LOVE(well if I do,I wont tell you but will show it.)
Its been an amazing journey,great over the top sex and an opportunity for me to re-evaluate myself..........The first thing I asked N-Jay is, NOT to fall in love with me.I am not expected to commit to a relationship when i cant even commit to a gender.Things were going well,with a few bumps that i tried to ignore.
To be honest,there is nothing outside the bedroom and all the other places we humped that we actually had in common.Giving my contact info to all members of his family was something i agreed to live with.(but that is not to say that it was not creepy,especially when the mom calls to ask me if he is sleeping over at my place)
Constant calls and texts,i could live with... coming over unannounced was something i didn't like but tried to live with too(Taking into account that my home is no lodging).I have a huge ego therefore i don't have time to massage other peoples ego's...get over yourself boy,I have.
The three big letters tend to push me away.....not because i don't like the sound of it but because I believe nobody can love me the way I love myself(selfish some might say...but i dont give a F*#k).
I am not the relationship type of person...not to mean am a whore...I just love being single and not having to report to someone about my every move,doing and who I am with.
This is not a way to rant and rave.Directed at you N-Jay.... ,We had discussed this but if writing about it here will make it sink in,....I do not want enter into a committed relationship with anyone...at list not at this time in my life.It would be best if you stop reading my blog now.Friends we can be....sex partners?Most def....but that's about it for now.
But before you do....Along with all my other readers.Take a listen to some music that will try and explain more about me on the next post...LOL!!in this case,(Loads of love)...now we are even.
Twisted
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